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7.1.05
haven been bloggin... was too busy n stressed... everything is happenin so fast... finally got some spare time so im here bloggin... n chattin at e same time... i can multi-task... wahaha~ i tink im fated to b close frens wif taurusan (my dad say one... dun blame mi if its wrong... whahaha)... first was dia... den flea... n now CELESTE... hehe~ m glad to noe her... muack muack... aik... m not really feelin gd cuz SUNDAY is cumin... argh... i hate tinkin bout it but i juz cant get it off my mind... shithead... wadeva...
3th of jan... was wif dee at her lab aft sch... so crowded... but hmmm... got pretty girls... lol.. went to find celeste n tok aft her sch... talked bout many things n somehow my emotions got over mi... haha~ felt quite silly for cryin... hmmm... celeste... u muz b honour kay... wasnt feelin really well aft tat cry... but still went for band... somehow im beginning to hate goin for prac... lol... mayb its bcuz of him... i dunnoe... hmm... i noe *ur not feelin any better but yeah... i jus neglected *you n *ur feelings... felt sorry so went to find *you... things were better aft tat n im glad... things was quite sour on the way home... was determine to leave... but *you finally make a decision... *you choose mi... *you dunnoe how happy im... but i was not rdy at tat time...
tat nite... everything was out... those truth tat i hv been keepin were all out... though its hard but i felt relief... n im rdy... rdy for *you... =_
5th of jan... a day wif mixed feelings... wasnt really glad bout wht *you told mi but somehow i still accepted it... told celeste bout it n end up feeling stupid frm her reply... but its okay...
aft all tis mess... *we r finally together... i dunnoe how long we'll last but im gonna give my veri best... =_
6th of jan... nthin much... was at stayin over at dee hse... funn~~~
i noe *ur still uncertain bout things though *ur now wif mi... but if *you really cant decide... juz tell mi... ill step back n wait for *ur "real" final decision.. i dunnoe how to put it but im uncertain too... its like *ur person is wif me but *ur heart is not... im scared but i dun wan *you to know tat im... aiya... oso dunnoe wad im feelin lar... libran... hate it... got split personality... can hv diff feelin at times... so shittified... nv hv i felt tis way in a r/s... but all i wish was for *you to b happy... so yea...
* iT bReAkS mY hEaRt tO c tHe oNe i lUv iS haPpY wIf soMebOdY, buT iT huRtS mOre tO nOe tAt e OnE I luV iS uNhaPpY wIf mE * xUn zHaO xInG fU sHi yInG gAi dE, bU xU yAo rEn hE li yOu *
baby im so in love with you
11:55 PM
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cIndY nG
9th Oct 1986
lIbrA
tE_mA_sEk_[de]pO_lY
bAnD
You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you
n because you loved me*
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